There was a time in my life when I lived in survival mode—constantly making sure everything was done, but never really pausing to live in the moment. I thought, “If everything gets better—when this happens, when that happens—then I’ll be happy.”But those days, especially with my children when they were young, slipped through my fingers. Once I realized that, I knew something had to change. I had to let go of waiting for the perfect moment. Instead, I began to live fully in the present—savoring small moments, practicing gratitude, and trusting God in each step.
As Paul says in Philippians 4:11-12, “I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation.” That verse reminds me that peace doesn’t come from perfect circumstances—but from trusting God, right where I am.
God does give us free will, and that’s a powerful gift. But it means we have a choice —we can keep waiting or step forward now, even if uncertain. Change is scary, and growth is painful, but God can transform us in an instant. He’s healing me—my heart, my mind, even my nervous system from survival mode. So now, I stay open, present, and ready to walk wherever He leads me.
I no longer live in the “what ifs.” Instead, I live fully in the now, trusting God with each step. As Proverbs 3:5-6 says, “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways submit to Him, and He will make your paths straight.”
I hope, through sharing this, you’ll be encouraged too—to leave behind the uncertainty and live fully today, trusting God for tomorrow.
—Wendy
Grow in Grace 
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